I cried myself to sleep last night. I woke with a tightness in my cheeks. My eyes are burning. The tears have all drained from my head. I don't care anymore. All or nothing. I feel numb but at the same time I still feel the hurt still. No matter how I try not to think about it my body is still in withdrawal.
Who knew that CK was this cold. Who know. "Yea CK is cold like that" His mom said. "Like his father." I wish that he had gotten his mother's caring side, her concern side. He is selfish. He is a rock. How could he out to be like this? How did I not see it coming?
I just want die.
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